(This post comes from the talented, Pastor Michael Smith... known to us as MDubs) This child isn’t mine. I remember the feeling, the fear, the reeling, Scandal, embarrassment, no hope of concealing that my love, My wife-to-be, had conceived.  And deceived?  How could this be? This child isn’t mine. Head spinning, knees weak, that thought on repeat, She’d just come home - it was barely a week since she’d arrived From three months at her cousin’s and, unpleasant surprise, Visib

(A guest post written by my dear friend, the esteemed Laurie Kemhus) Magi from the east, pagan astrologers, sorcerers and wizards. But kings? No. They did appear to be wise, though, because they actually stopped and asked for directions: “Where is he who has been born king of the Jews?” A Star is Born A brand new star appeared in the sky, and God told them why it was there. These foreign magicians remembered the Hebrew prophecies they had studied. Numbers 24:17 “ I see him, b

I remember that night so vividly.                    Of course, with what happened later, it would never have been forgotten, but it was… it was so many things that happened. It was the first night that my father had allowed me to come with him to watch the sheep. I'd watched him go out day after day after day and wanted all my life so much to be with him, to go with that group of shepherds. I figured that they must have all sorts of fun up there  even though it's nighttime  

The Lamp in the Window: Vigilance at Year's End On New Year's Eve 1999, millions of people around the world stayed awake watching computer screens. Y2K had created an unprecedented moment of global vigilance. Engineers who had spent months updating code sat ready at command centers. Families stockpiled water and batteries. The world held its breath, watching. When midnight struck in New Zealand, then Australia, then Asia, and nothing catastrophic happened, the vigil continued

On a recent road trip to visit our youngest daughter who is facing some major challenges, my husband Laurence asked me, “What are some of the highlights of this year?” “Highlights! This gray, ugly, challenging year?” I flung back at him. Wisely he said nothing. After a pause, I decided to give him back his question. He shared a few of the highlights he saw. And gradually, as we drove on, I began to remember some of the amazing, wonderful things that happened this year. As I s

"What do you think? A man had two sons..." (Matthew 21:28) Jesus had a gift for exposing the human heart with breathtaking economy. In just five verses, the parable of the two sons cuts through our religious pretense and forces us to confront an uncomfortable question: Does our obedience to God match our words about God? The Story That Won't Let Us Off Easy The parable is deceptively simple. A father asks his two sons to work in the vineyard. The first son refuses outright w

T he Challenge of Being Ordinary “It’s so hard to be ordinary,“ I say to God as I wander down Addison’s Walk at Magdalen College in Oxford, retracing the steps of my beloved C S Lewis.   He walked this way often, “pondering”, the girl at the gate told me.   What words swirled in his mind as he walked, I wondered, words that graced his many insightful books  and the letters he wrote to friends and strangers alike sharing himself so freely?   So, I walk quietly in awe of the aw

When I first came to the States with my family, we were strangers in a strange land. We soon made friends with other immigrant couples and had lots of fun times together as families from foreign shores. Later I found out that the husband of one couple was an alcoholic and would go on drinking binges for up to a month. He managed to keep his job because he was a highly skilled pattern maker and much in demand. However he would often leave work and go straight to the local tave

“Let us be content, then, not with our wage, but with our Master. Let us find our joy not in being first or last, but simply in being found, in being hired, in being home.” I wonder how these words of Dom’s from the last post have impacted you. Our society is based on reward for work done. And our consumer culture has influenced our relationship with God; we tend to make our relationship with God a consumer one-- how can we get from God what we need for ourselves and for thos

On August 5, 2010, the world learned of a catastrophe deep beneath the surface of Chile’s Atacama Desert. The San José copper and gold mine had collapsed, trapping 33 men more than 2,000 feet underground. For 17 days, there was silence. The world feared the worst. Then, a miracle: a note attached to a probe sent deep into the earth read, “Estamos bien en el refugio, los 33,” which translates to, “We are well in the shelter, the 33 of us.” What followed was a marathon of huma

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I met with a ministry leader recently for spiritual direction. After some months of learning about their relationship with God, she...